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Saturday, July 11th, 2009
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I am tired of what must go down must come up. I am 21 years old and have lived on my own for six years. When does life start? or is this it? Am i not doing enough? should i be working 2 jobs instead of one. .. or how do i get a career, in this time an age? Why now all the sudden do I get so upset about the things that I used to never sweat about? I always, I guess kinda figured they would work out.. Now I am wondering do i make it work? Was I not knowingly making things happen or did they just fall into place? These past few months i feel weak, crippled maybe I have given up... I work constantly and i guess I have my bills paid. .. for the most part. (fuck capitol one) i have not written in this for over 182 weeks. I don't know why i am now. I feel like even my best friends cant stand me.. or do i just feel that way? this is nonsense ..182 weeks and what i right makes no sense its just questions. .... that i guess i will have to figure out myself.
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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im deleting this next time i get online. i dont ever get on it and the only reason i had it is for someone i dont even know any more. so any one who wants to keep in contact with just add me to myspace. later.<3
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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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lol. man so brittnay text messages me 3:02am this morning and tells me " hey guess who i am talking to " so i call her and she tell me taht she is talking to chris jackson. im like "ok" then she goes on to tell me that he has informed her that the WHOLE time me and lameh were dating that she was dating him.. off and on but mainly for the last 4 years they have been dating. hahahahahhaha wow funny shit no? i mean thats talent to hide something from me for two years i mean i thought that hiding that she wasnt a virgin was fucked up. but cheating on me the whole time we were dating.. witch was a long time i mean wow. she's good. she has some playa' talent there *gives award*. fuckign bitch when i see her she needs to walk away. poor tiffany.. man she seriously has no idea. she should be informed.
on other news. sometimes my hair reminds me of harry from dumb n dumber when i wear hats.
but today it reminded me of a yorkie. man. i could be famous with this fucking hair.
wow need to re dye it.
so lameh is a slut..
but thats not new news i guess.
oh lina you can so punch that bitch in the face. if you casn beat me to it. *winks*
i want to own the wom from the labrynth he is so pimp. he is gangsta'
seth is cool. he has a big zit *proclames it george* .. seth has a george on his neck.
okay bye.
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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i have had an anifiny.(sp?)
how could i have ever loved you?
i read your myspace..your so fake.
i wear my heart out on my sleeve.
and im not dumb about bri. you need to grow up and stop sucking people in.
its not right . and you are not worth the pain. i have realised that now.
how could i have been so wrong about you. or how could you have changed so much? i mean honestly? i loved you. in some way i will always care and love you.
but thats just a thing.
i feel bad for every/anyone that has ever cared. i dont know. you suck the life out of people take what you want. and when drama comes because you are a heartless bitch you run b/c you dont want to deal with it. you dont want to deal with what you created "And i know im a mess you dont wanna clean up"
you made me see you this way. i will always miss you in my life. but unlesss you show me diff. and i doubt you care enough to do so. this is how i will see you. actions speak louder then words.
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im at seths. im taking *you* off my list. good-bye i love you? yes, i do. i miss you. im sorry.? maybe.
i dunno.
man i missed the internet. <3 . mom noticed im stoned. shit. im going into town with seths mom. <3
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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Boy 'O' Boy, Do I Need To Pee.
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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i deleted people off of my friends list..if you are still on and know taht i dont talk to you .. then i have my reasons... if you have been deleted and feel you shouldnt have been then comment ..if you think you should be deleted then comment..
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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
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| Time: | 5:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | kidney thieves-arsenal. |
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"Paint
Paint this red
I'll paint this red
Her picture will remain unbroken, she cries tonight,
"I fall in love"
Wipe each tear away
With sandpaper
Tonight, I'm not alone
And I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head "
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